December 2008
80 posts
Maybe not a good gift,
I got an itouch for christmas which probably means I am going to tumble around constantly. And I haven’t decided if this is a good thing or not yet. We will see.
I’m pathetic without Sean around here. Bored boring and overworked. I’m glad that he’ll be home soon. :)
I can’t believe ive already been home for two weeks! and that I only have one left :(
Oh next...
Sean bought me Adam Gnade’s California Hymns for Christmas. I love his music but even after the first page of the book I am in love with the poetry contained in the prose he writes. The way he writes makes me fall in love and want to cherish every ordinary every-day moment I experience, helps me believe and want to seek out the beauty that is literally everywhere. That even among the...
“I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge...”
– Kurt Vonnegut (via skysignal)
onlymichelle:
Matt Costa - Cold December
All...
6:59 AM
I’ve been told that people in the army do more by 7:00 am than I do in an entire day but if I wake at 6:59 am and turn to you to trace the outline of your lips with mine I will have done enough and killed no one in the process.
Shane Koyczan
Kaylie
gets a lot more attention when she is Jay.
Orrrr maybe it was the eyeliner?
“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that...”
– Billy, Age 4 (via thoughtsdetained) (via jaim) (via marjchun) (via pieces) (via kendraspear) (via breathsoftruth) (via expectoomuch)
Hour 36:
and now i’m not tired.
antisomnia
hat7:
kaylschmayl:
I have this weird feeling that I’m not going to be able to get ANYTHING done now. Being up this late is basically like CRACK. I’m not sure if I want to be hysterical with laughter or tears right now. Anyway it’s awesome.
I feel the same way. I feel like I was in a better mood and more personable after not sleeping for over 24 hours than I am when well rested.
Odd.
...
I want to be done with the semester right now! Why am I the last one? I wish I was at home right now. I wish I could see Sean. I wish I could sleep. Next to Sean, ideally.
This has got to be the longest I’ve ever gone without sleep. Now I’m probably going to go procrastinate by looking up how long one can go without sleep before hallucinating. At the very least, I’m going to...
“Yeah, you’ll be OK—but by ruling out drunks, the emotionally vulnerable, and the...”
– Dan Savage (via siddman) (via sarahchristine) (via expectoomuch)
I have this weird feeling that I’m not going to be able to get ANYTHING done now. Being up this late is basically like CRACK. I’m not sure if I want to be hysterical with laughter or tears right now. Anyway it’s awesome.
i need mouth water
Good I’m glad that you are doing well because I dont really wantto only be able to visit between the hours of 9 and 5. want to know something funny? about an hour ago I gave myself a fat lip and now it is FAT. I’ll still be up when I have to work 8 so look at us sailin in the same boat tonight. Mine was more by choice and to keep Gaby company though.
And your poopiness will only be...
hey you are poopy and should be working on homework so that i dont have to put you in a crazy house. and i love you too even though you are poopy
hat7:
hey i love you
kaylschmayl:
let’s pretend like i’m studying and watch episodes of rockos modern life?
I got commmments babyyyyy!
I gotta work at eight oh shit oh shit.
let’s pretend like i’m studying and watch episodes of rockos modern life?
I got commmments babyyyyy!
I gotta work at eight oh shit oh shit.
Strangers saying hello to you.
(via thebrightsideoflife)
or good luck :)
S#6
I’ve concluded that either you aren’t listening, you don’t get it, or you don’t really care. You, meaning the entire world. Sometimes I think maybe when I talk I can hear myself but other people hear leaves rustling even though it’s fucking WINTER and there are no leaves.
I hate my liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiife.
Okay no I don’t but the past month and a half...
why? i dont know either.
me: no i dont what do i do?
gisforgeo: (Auto Response) you know what to do.
me: what thehell do i do?!?!
lawlz i am not funny.
gisforgeo: hit the panic button
me: seat eject button
gisforgeo: no
panic
panic!
me: no eject!!!
gisforgeo: PANIC!
PANIC!
me: EJECT
EJECT!!!
gisforgeo: LIESSSSSSSSSS
me: PARACHUTE
DEPLOY
gisforgeo: wrong button
we are doomed
me: oh i cut the wrong wire
gisforgeo: you could have saved us.
it was pull the red cut the blue plug in the green
you always plug in the green and cut the blue
geez
me: i was taught different
gisforgeo: well you were taught wrong
me: well you were taught stupid so there
gisforgeo: your beliefs just doomed this planet to be run by those damn dirty apes
me: are you racist?
gisforgeo: NOOOOOOOOOOOO
what?
me: hahahah
gisforgeo: i am animalist
me: wouldnt that be
gisforgeo: i have seen planet of the apes
i know what is going to happen
me: specieist?
gisforgeo: ehhh
not totally
me: this has been the most ridiculous conversation i've had all day
“You know what’s wrong with you? Miss Whoever-you-are? You’re chicken. You’ve got...”
– Breakfast at Tiffanys (via overflowing) (via amandoline) (via skysignal)
Someday I might just change my last name to Golightly. Okay not really but today I saw a name plate and the last name was Golightly and my eyes turned from blue to green for a second?
“I too am alone. It’s sad being alone. It’s painful. I felt that way too. But if...”
– Hitomi Kanzaki (Vision of Escaflowne) (via thresca) (via skysignal)
My heart is too noisy lately. It gets me in trouble and doesn’t pay rent.
to the world:
stopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopitttttttttttttt. do you have to? do you really have to? is it this thing that makes you feel better? do you have to? can i getcho number? could you cut it the fuck out?
honest to holy fucking shit i am so mentally tired and the effort is seriously throbbing at my temples and i want to lay in bed for five days straight and the only mental strain that will...
“i am more concerned with my character than my reputation, because my character...”
– kaylawicker:imjustlikeme:amandoline:hotg0ssip (via mrsatl) (via expectoomuch)
S#5
If money were no object, and I could do whatever I wanted with my life, I would travel, create art, discover art, experience culture, and write poetry all day. I’d do that for at least 5 years and after that, I’d keep doing that and also save the world. That would be perfection.
I am so proud of myself. Today I got up, did my hair, put on make up, didn’t wear sweatpants and/or a hoodie, and actually looked presentable. I wore jeans for maybe the first time in a week or so. Yes. If I make it to the gym it might be too much accomplishment for one day. I’m procrastinating when I should really be studying for spanish because my exam is in an hour and twenty...
I am
so ugly right now, I’ve barely looked in the mirror all week and thank goodness classes are almost over because it’s embarrassing to look the way I have all week.
I can’t wait for break. I am going to completely refresh. Completely.
S#4
You’re what I look most forward to. Every single day.
Concerning the lack of fire alarm in our...
Nicole: Well usually when the fire alarms are down it's because people are smoking weed. That's what always happened when I was an RA for the ravines.
Gaby: Now GVA is going to think I was smoking weed!
Me: No they wont.
Gaby: Well what did you tell her when she asked why it wasn't attached
Me: I said, It's not up because Gaby took it down and we're too short to put it back up.
Gaby: THEY ARE GOING TO THINK I SMOKE WEED. THEY ARE GOING TO COME BACK AND SEARCH MY ROOM FOR DRUGS. KAYLIE TEXT CARMEN AND TELL HER I WASN'T SMOKING WEED IN THE HOUSE.
Me: ...
Gaby: Just tell her I was cooking last night, not 3 weeks ago.
Me: You set off the fire alarm cooking hamburger helper? Maybe you should say bacon.
Gaby: SHUT UP KAYLIE.
Nicole: (laughing hysterically like Nicole does)
Gabriela and I,
Gabriela: you have so seen it u liar!
me: yeah i have i was being sarcasmic
Gabriela: sarcasmic?
me: yeah you know
Gabriela: orgasmic?
me: but with sarcasm
